Tuesday, November 8, 2016

SHOULD HAVE PLANANED AHEAD


It is too late now. Even if we made it to the shed, it offers no refuge, shelter nor comfort. I have often thought of fixing her bones, even if to go for an out of the way vacation and weekend getaway. This is the moment of regret that has rested in the back of my mind for years. Something inside of me said fix her up and something inside of me said that there is plenty of time.   

Maybe, just maybe we will be lucky and all the turmoil will pass with no more than bumps in the road.

 I am hoping we can go to neighbors for help, or even across town to in-laws for a few weeks if it comes to that. They have supplies and room for all of us. Ought not be a burden for them and we are and have always been good family and friends. Talk of curfews check points along major highways soon.

I wanted to drop you a quick note this morning. I know you are too far away to help and there is no time for us to bring and get our belongings all the way to your home. Any last minute suggestions will be appreciated.

Concerned,

NA and family

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NA may be sending a similar letter like this, before years end, to close family and friends. I was privy to a conversation between NA and other folks months ago. It is old news now and I question my bringing it up. But the prepared are going to be asked, on many levels, to help and take care of those who are not. This is going to be a challenging road to stay for the ready and not so much. 


THE ART OF SOUP


I came across an old stainless steel soup pot a few months back. Thicker SS than most off-the-shelf pots of today. Size also perfect in that I can make a couple man bowls of soup and not have three days of leftovers. As much as I crave soup, three days of anything is just too much. Her is not a fan of most of my soups. Too brothy and the cooked vegetables do not appeal to her either. So soup for one, made in 15 minutes or less and left on the stove to steep until lunch or snacking. Her is a thick soup kinda girl; mushroom, clam chowder, cream of broccoli and cheese and potato soup. 

I do find comfort in cooking soups and making bread. Earthy and grounding and on this election day, earthy and grounding are in order for me. Good ground chuck roast, a handful of frozen meat balls, sauteed vegetables and garlic in good olive oil, can of beef broth, ground black pepper and salt to taste, a squirt of tomato paste for color and flavor. A walk out to the wood shed for the last offerings of fresh parsley and thyme, pulled, chopped, dropped on top of the soup. Leave it alone now, but broth tasting too often I cannot change. 

You'll see soup here over the winter posts. Good full flavor soup is a practiced art form in our kitchen. I tend to think more is better but have learned that less and simplicity works best. Top grade ingredients a must. 

SOON  


 Our golden is helping me this morning with the wonderfulness of simple things in life. She is wagging, pacing, watching and looking at me. It is time to go outside to live she is telling me. She knows not of the concerns of man on this day. Good for her and I am not going to tell her. I think we are going to stack some wet wood to the front of the wood shed. She will help and then lay and watch. It is cold out this morning, so she may opt to come in early and enjoy the hearth behind the wood stove. Priorities.

Her is holding signs and doing her politicking at the polls this morning, through to the last ballot is cast tonight. My responsibility is taking hot coffee, a good lunch and most likely a warm Thermos, or two, of goodness to her. What ever it takes to keep her up and moving.  She loves doing this for all the right reasons.

If one thing is certain I think, all of the past daily 8 years of media mud, apparent corruption and constant quick sand, will change into more mud and quicker sand. I see no end in sight but with a little help and some goodness prevailing, things may settle down. I will not breath a sigh of relief till well after January, even then? But my antenna have been up for so long that the uppy downy mechanism is corroded.  I get out to push them down only to find they spring back up when I let go.

I cannot land on advice here in the after, yet I want to. I have no advice for me, us, let along you and others. Lots of ping ponging, but no level and stable platform to gain balance. So many parts of me wants to extend a hand of "here it is" optimism/pessimism with a few OMGs OMGs, that when taken together, paint a long term healthy landscape for all.  

Next official post again in a few days - Sunday. Peek your head around the corner here, this coming weekend and see if the after survived election week. If it is a dozen pictures of home made soup, you know I need an intervention.



   
   


Sunday, November 6, 2016

THE DEFENDER




Ginger was our first Land Rover. Purchased while her was working overseas. I retired and joined her shortly after she began work. She purchased Ginger and had the Defender waiting in our open air carport when I arrived. 

Her was working long hours, seven days a week, so I had the days and surroundings of the big city to learn to drive on the other side of the road, play with photography and visit historical places. I published a web site for a year to occupy my time and a few years later, Apple decided not to support the software and all was lost. 

Had it not been for Ginger, I/we would never ever looked at a Land Rover as a vehicle to own. Of all that we learned overseas during her tour of duty, falling in love with the Defender and Land Rovers has stuck like glue.

We tried everything we could to have her sent home, but not possible due to the year of the vehicle and restrictions. We paid 10% for her of what it would cost to find and purchase same vehicle here. We had a year of traveling and sightseeing in her that will never be forgotten. Here are just a few of the photos of her, and native wild life we saw, in some of our travels.

Shot from inside Ginger; Cannon 50D, 200mm telephoto.










Stories from that time on the road are more than time will permit here. Suffice it to say, that it was a time of great adventure. The best way to see any country is to live it while you are young.

A DAY AT THE OFFICE AS A NEW ENGLAND LINEMAN 









A hearty group of men and women that we rarely see while they are building, maintaining or repairing our electrical supply. If you happen on a crew out in the ugliest of weather this winter, take time to drop off a few doughnuts and some hot coffee. They will appreciate it more than you know. Sadly, some folks come to rag their ass as to why it is taking so long for them to return service. But in the small neighborhoods, who have been w/o power for a few days, these crews are more often met with home made soup and warm food that says thank you for your long hours of work in the worst of weather. Be one of those people.  

A STORY I FOUND LONG AGO. WORTH SHARING



"Five generations, one American's family and not a corner of this house that I do not know, that is unfamiliar or has not produced a memory.Every inch of the river behind explored in childhood. My first swimming lesson and chasing with our dogs as they floated by. I shake my head and think “hot summer days wasted away with floating dogs and not a care in the world.” Many memories here, too many to recount and log. But maybe more important is that the memories justify what I have done. Permission, if you will, to start over at this time of my life where all of these memories of a wonderful life began. 

Our folks have been gone for awhile and sister June passed away last year. Old age and natural causes too caught up with her. My brother never paid any attention, that I am aware of, to this part of the country, let alone the small town and the house. He was more than glad to sell his share to me and June's family was more focused on the money, than the place. So it is mine and begs to what real reason or purpose.
 
I am surprised that the town sees this house as livable. She has good bones, but needs a good investment in time and money to bring her back to her original life. The van and trailer, parked out back, are loaded with personal items, most though left behind with family and friends. I sense a new simplicity here today. Nights will be in a sleeping bag with Van Gogh at my feet. He has not learned to swim yet, but a floating dog is a must this summer. Cooking and camping between the house and the river sounds adventurous but I give that notion about three days.
 
I must have been an oddity today walking around the house and staring over the house from the street. Enough so that neighbors walked over to check out the parked van and my wanderings. Nice folks, interested in the neighborhood and strangers in their midst. My general plans to live in the house, while restoring it, brought mixed reviews. Conversations of congratulations, welcome to the neighborhood, let us know if there is anything we can do accompanied by body language reminiscent of a “fool now plans to live across the street from us.” Who knows, a few months of hard work and a first coats of paint just might just bring an invitation to a home cooked meal or an apple pie. 

I remember neighborhood get togethers here. I wonder if people still do that?

I know I am still naive. I have never been able to change that and it has not always served me well. A few hard lessons have been learned from going with the heart instead of the head or a mixture of both. I believe that arriving here today is that mixture of both. Van Gogh lends credence to this tonight. From the moment we arrived here this morning, he has walked this property with knowledge and the comfort of home. He reviewed the rivers edge like an old friend and checked on me more than ever before. He has not barked at anyone or anything yet, but did put himself between me and our new advancing neighbors. All seems to have met with his approval so far. He has picked our first nights sleeping spot in the van, leaving me little room to join him. Some things remain the same.
 
The candle light on this old table is flickering as the sun fully sets. I can hear distant laughter from across the rivers edge but the flow of the river quiets most distractions. Tomorrow and the week ahead forecasts good work weather. A good nights sleep is in order, along side our new old house."

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I have no memory where I found this story. I remember it touched good places inside of me and I immediately wanted to walk over introduce myself and meet Van Gogh. I would want to stop by often, help if I could and visit. I would love to find the rest of the story if the fellow has continued with his writing and life change adventure. I would soak up every up and down he would go through restoring his old house to bring her back to as good as new. Maybe this post will help find the author, Van Gogh and a continued story. 

A BLUE ANGEL

I was nineteen turning twenty when I arrived at Ft. Wolter's Texas in 1966. I got off the bus filled with other soldiers arriving to report for duty. It was early evening and too late for base arrival and check-in. We were told to get a room and report to the base at 0800 the next morning. It was a sleepless night as I would officially enter the class of 66-15 for Army Helicopter Flight Training the next morning. A new mixture of excitement mixed with the unknown. 

The first weeks were filled with academics. Basics in military procedures as a potential new warrant officer, aerodynamics, mechanical systems and navigation. Fail this first month and you were out. A drop-out would keep the rank of E-5 and move into some other Army training program. I had never learned how to learn and spent many a long night "learning" through repetition and memory. But learning of things I loved taught me how to learn, how to think, how to problem-solve and invoke common sense in the process to solutions. Learning became fun and easy. But that first big do-or-die test had me up many a night before the exam. 

The classes were close to the flight line. We could see and hear helicopters in the air all day and see the flight line from many of our classroom windows. A constant motivator. 

The first month passed and we were taken to the flight line to be assigned to an instructor, meet him and schedule our first orientation flight. Words to this day cannot express the overall excitement and glee that lived in me those first few days on the flight line.

Maybe 3-5 students per instructor. Cannot remember exactly. We met him, sat at a briefing table and I was to be the first to get an orientation ride the next day. Half of our days were now spent in class and half on the flight line and flying. 

We arrived to the flight line the next day and I quickly learned that my flight would be postponed one day because (I cannot remember). Then the next day, same set back because (I cannot remember). And on day three, I was walked to the flight line, to the idling helicopter and helped inside. I was so  excited that I could not even buckle myself in. In a few minutes we were at a hover, conversing with flight helmets and push to talk buttons. From a hover to forward flight, the little loss of altitude dip and then into forward flight. Learned all about this in classes and felt it for the very first time that day. 

We flew around the air field and got to see the basic layout of Ft. Wolters and the outlying community.  I saw the old hotel I spent my first night in and  instead of the full hour planned introductory flight, my first flight lasted a half hour that went by like 5 minutes. 

We all soloed in about 10 hours or so and our buses back to the base would stop at the big mud/water hole where freshly soloed candidates were carried to the waters' edge and thrown in as an official recognition of having soloed. Successful solo were three normal take-offs and three normal landings in front of our instructor, standing there along side the runway.

We progressed with all flight maneuvers and quite often, returned to our barracks to learn that one of the boys was let go from not having 20-20 vision, or air sickness or even fear of flying helicopters. Our initial class was getting smaller. Those of us still left were becoming helicopter pilots. 

Near the end of this stage of our training, our flight instructor invited us over to his house for a few beers and a Texas-sized BBQ. This was another feather in our cap as fledgling pilots. Recognition. We were to graduate this part of flight school and move on baring any unforeseen event.



We learned that our instructor had been Navy Blue Angel pilot flying the F8F Bearcat. And no, I do not remember his name or even what he looked like. Much history is lost in the excitement of the moments.

The steaks were thrown on the grill and our instructor sat down with us and started to tell flying stories. We learned he flew with the early Blue Angels as he  sat with us, telling stories that movies are made of. We sat in awe and were with him through every flight to the women in the stands, who would come up and hand their phone numbers to the pilots walking from the flight line. 

The man was a hero and every day there after we tried to fly, in keeping, to perfection for this man. He graduated us successfully in this first stage of flight training. We were helicopter pilots on our way to complete flight training at Ft. Rucker, Alabama. But this was my very first adventure in real flying stories and experiences from an elite pilot and from one of the best. What were the chances that I would draw an instructor pilot that flew with the original Blue Angels.


You will enjoy this.  Makes my heart pitter patter.

It is moments like this that are of historical value to me. I wonder if  the children and young adults will ever understand this. That they are an extension of great people doing great things in the building of this country and the maintenance of freedom?  That all that has gone before them rests on their shoulders now, to continue?

JEMMA THE DEFENDER

I will finish this post this morning with you, sharing new members of the family. Jemma arrived last winter, early one evening in pouring down rain. Purchased from the UK, traveled by ship, cleared customs in New York, loaded onto a car delivery trailer and completed her "coming to America" here in middle New England. All within 5 weeks from the day we ordered her. She is a 1986 Land Rover Defender and spent her days serving in the UK as a radio communication command vehicle. She has 190K kilometers on her, rattles when she is at idle and purrs on the back roads. In keeping with older military vehicles like this, she is a little noisy and the wind whistles through her. No power steering but surprisingly comfortable to drive and ride in. 

Land Rover shut down the Defender line just a few months ago. All of these vehicles were hand built. Jemma has been rebuilt from the ground up and for all practical purposes is a new used Defender with a 30 year history.  

Will share her travels with you as winter two unfolds.




     BEFORE JEMMA CAME BAM (Bad Ass Mobile)

 
Before Jemma, we looked for over three years for another Defender. We finally came across a Land Rover D2, a rather menacing-looking, limited series left-hand drive Westminster. The price of these used is actually pretty reasonable because they tend to lose their head gaskets anytime after 100K miles and their original owners can't, or won't, find a mechanic who knows the fix. But BAM was not a hangar queen; she had a new engine and excellent bones in and out. Original owner, always garaged and driven-to-church-on-Sundays-only sorta find. Her said yes and we did. 

What is amazing to us is that both Jemma and BAM came at prices less than an off-road 4x4 ATV at local sports outdoor dealership. 
   











 













Sunday, October 30, 2016

CAME THIS CLOSE


WHO LOVES PANCAKES, SYRUP AND WHIPPING CREAM?

Made up my mind and came here early last week to announce a “time out”, a HIATUS. Back on the 4th of December was the plan. But one comment said thanks for posting and that was all it took. Just one person. So, instead of cutting the reins for awhile, I will try simple and short for a few weeks.

These past two weeks have been a good test for me/us here with things going wrong. Little things that change the contents of a normal day extending into normal weeks.

Mechanical things fail and I have never given this much thought in the After. We have back-up, but would no longer have had the convenience of an in-home system. That would be a daily chore to have hot water. We still had electricity, but lost the hot water heating system and one heating zone from multiple inline failures. 

I will take these past few weeks as notice that we need to pay closer attention to the things we do have, to make sure they are where we can find them, that they work and that we know how to use them. Dead batteries in the hand-held radios and where in the hell is the portable shower?


 Snow North of Here

Below freezing this morning, mid-week. The cold goes through me quicker and easier as I get older. Aches and pains seem to come on quicker. I do not like getting old but it happened so fast.
     

Most likely gonna be a new world after elections and going into Thanksgiving. Think of getting your turkey and fixins' early, especially if you are like me and enjoy the whole turkey dinner, next-day sandwiches on fresh bread, leftovers smothered in gravy, home-made turkey soup and the Tryptophan nap.


Bill Murry from Ground Hog Day Movie





Elections are days away but God forbid, if after the elections, this all continues on as the only game on planet earth ad infinitum.



IN A FUNK

That was where the post was to end. A spraying shotgun approach to this week's Sunday post. Just getting something out is not a good mindset or approach to posting. Nor is constant pissing and moaning a motivator for folks to come visit this blog. I am searching for a consistent platform from which to write, but have yet to find it.

This weekend morning, I find some clarity to the funk. This is not even hitting the nail on the head but maybe I have come to, or am coming to, a better understanding of the new world we are living in and what it may look like in the not too distant future. 

I  am still  resisting but if this new world is the case, then it's best for me to let go of most everything I worry about and wish were not so. Maybe better understood that I should quit hanging on to, wanting the old ways or "wish pushing" the greatness of America in hopes of more awakenings. It is better I work and learn this new global world. 

The following two videos got my attention. A matter of fact slap-in-the-face on how we treat each other and how we hate. To think we can have any kind of conversation is blowing smoke where the sun don't shine. Hard to have a conversation with a boot on your neck while everyone watching just watches. History repeats itself, my friends. That is why we study it.

HOMELESS WOMAN, PROTECTING THE DONALD, VIDEO

This is the homeless woman taking a stand and protecting Donald's Star. 
Also here 1--here 2--here3.


The crowd watches bullies take down an elderly woman and continue to belittle and poke at her, laying on the ground and as she is unable to protect herself.  This is us. We all own this. 

To the few of you around the world who come to visit this blog from time to time, this is a glimpse of America today and we are not proud of it. And know from the hearts of the American people, this is not who we are. This is who 1% are. 

The old woman represents the homeless, the down-trodden, the dirt people, the deplorables and the irredeemable. This is a teaching moment that we are on our own and no one is going to stand and protect us, even if we ask.

No women's rights organizations are coming to help this woman. It appears that  THIS black woman's life does not matter. This bullying is ok yet flies in the face of the politically correct tide against bullying. Day or night, black or white, right or wrong. Either it is or it is not!!

The man and crowd ask the old woman on the ground where Donald is? Telling her that Donald is not here to help her. Others follow in the chant. I do not believe this story is over. 

Is this is what is ahead of us? Watch the video. 

If the future is Urban, and human interactions will look like this, than that little parcel of land to grow vegetables and chickens on, located as far away from Urban growth, might be worthy of serious considerations and actions, sooner rather than later.  Thousands and thousands have already fled the big cities for safety and quieter controlled life styles.

Heads up, knees bent, PDA off, think, work and act for the long haul.